The Scream of the Butterfly

10:23pm: I did most of my homework tonight. Which means not failing, hopefully.

After Drama, I hung out with Suzanne and Nikki. We went to Sally's and Target and then we went to Waffle. It was fun. I'm really happy right now. It's great. Maybe the Zoloft is finally starting to work, or maybe it's because my life genuinely is good at the moment. I hope this lasts.

I felt really awesome today because I got complemented on my performance in "Bang, Bang, You're Dead". It really is the little things.

Drama is going fabulously. Today was only the second day of rehearsal and already we have found almost half the props. Pretty soon, I'll be able to set up the tables backstage and get the actors used to working with the props and how things are gonna go. I still have to figure out, once we get all the properties, which crew members will move what props--and who my crew members are, for that matter.

But, tomorrow is FRIDAY finally, and I get a nice break from Drama and I get to hang out with people and just relax all weekend. I love it when I have stuff to do, but everyone needs a break from the routine. And no school Monday. Yay.

So I gotta sleep now so I can get ready for the weekend.

Ahh I love sleeping.

8:40pm: garghb... i'm bored.

nikki and jake are upstairs and i'm trying to pass the time, so here i go with the livejournal.

1:58am:

The Favorites, Have-You-Evers.. and Last Times! Oh, the variety!
What is your favorite..
gum:	bubble
restaurant:	the nile
drink:	smirnoff
season:	fall
type of weather:	rain
emotion:	mania
thing to do on a half day:	hang out with suzanne
late-night activity:	movies
sport:	football
city:	phoenix
store:	goodwill
When was the last time you..
cried:	probably a few days ago
played a sport:	gym class, sophomore year
laughed:	a few hours ago
hugged someone:	a few hours ago
kissed someone:	justin
felt depressed:	now
felt elated:	few hours ago
felt overworked:	at school
faked sick:	at school
lied:	at adam's
What was the last..
word you said:	nothin'
thing you ate:	chili
song you listened to:	Ani DiFranco
thing you drank:	kool-aid
place you went to:	adam's
movie you saw:	knockaround guys
movie you rented:	return of the living dead 3 and deuces wild
concert you attended:	some local one
Who was the last person you..
hugged:	justin
cried over:	i can't remember
kissed:	justin
danced with:	i don't dance
shared a secret with:	i don't have secrets
had a sleepover with:	my spookies
called:	adam
went to a movie with:	a bunch of people
saw:	my parents
were angry with:	don't remember
couldn't take your eyes off of:	idk
obsessed over:	i don't obsess
Have you ever..
danced in the rain:	yes
kissed someone:	duh
done drugs:	not hard ones
drank alcohol:	yeah
slept around:	not a whole lot
partied 'til the sun came up:	no
had a movie marathon:	yes
gone too far on a dare:	no
spun until you were immensely dizzy:	yes
taken a survey quite like this before:	yes, it's quite ordinary
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11:08pm: This blows.

10:23pm: why does my stomach hurt
like ick.

?

9:26pm: I feel sick. Euch.

I hope there's a delay tomorrow.
Sleeping is nice.

i made cookies.
yum yum yum.

1:17pm:

Name	Angie
Sex	Female
Age	17
Hair Color	red
Eye Color	green/hazel
Height	5'7"
Your Heritage	Dutch/Irish/English/German
Siblings	Kelly
Your Best Friend	Spuzanne
Single Or Taken	Taken
Do You Do Drugs	Not usually
Do You Drink	Not usually
Favorite..
Color	Turquoise
Food	Greek salad
Boy Name	Shelby
Girl Name	Dagmar
Animal	Cat
Sport	Football?
Have You Ever...
Smoked	yes
Skinny Dipped	no
Seen Your Crush Naked	yes
Lied	yes
Fallen For Your Best Friend	yes
Been Rejected	yes
Rejected Someone	yes
Done Something You Regret	yes
Current..
Clothes	pajamas
Music	none
Smell	laundry
Fav. Band	Velvet Underground
Desktop Picture	hippos
Annoyance	Suzanne still asleep
Are You..
Understanding	most of the time
Open-Minded	usually
Interesting	when i do silly stuff
Random	see above
Moody	yes
Organized	no
Shy	no
Difficult	yes
Attractive	no
Obsessed	no
Opposite Sex..
What Do You Notice First	eyes
Best Eye Color	green
Best Hair Color	black
Short Or Long Hair	long
Best Height	tall, but not too tall
Best Weight	thin
Best Clothing Style	grungy
Just Some Last Questions..
Last Movie You Have Seen At The Theatre	saw 2
Fav. Cartoon	how the grinch stole christmas
What Did You Have For Breakfast	peanut butter and jelly sandwich
Could You Live Without Your Computer	don't really care
Do You Dye Your Hair	yes
Who Makes You Laugh The Most	suzanne
Do You Wish You Were Younger	no
Do You Have Any Crushes	yes
Do You Like Highschool	no
Do You Want To Get Married	yes
What Are Your Thoughts On Love	?
Number Of Times Your Heart Has Been Broken	46
Do You Get Along With Your Parents	usually
Do You Cuss	yes
Do You Ever Wish You Had Another Name	yes
Number Of Close Friends	5
Have You Ever Had A Crush On A Teacher	ewww no
Have Any Tatoos	no
Do You Have A Secret People Would Be Surprised By	yes
Are You A Virgin	no
What Theme Does Your Room Have	messy
How Do You Feel Right Now	bored
Whats One Of Your Bad Qualities	being annoying
Whats One Of Your Good Qualities	who cares
Last Time You Cried In School	friday
For Or Against Long Distance Relationships	against... they would never work for me
Ever Cried Over The Opposite Sex	yes
Do You Believe In Love At First Sight	i don't know
Favorite Thing In Your Room	my bed
Your Nickname(s)	pie, 3.14, angie pants, angie head, angie face
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9:48pm: Blah...

I'm so fucking down.

I miss Madison
but I got to see her today...

Probably won't see her until next weekend.


Today, Candice and I went and got Bailey and went to the antique mall with Carrie and Justin. It was much fun. Creepy old stuff in a creepy old building.

Then we got Madison and went to Perkin's for a few hours.

And it was pretty much a good day.

And yesterday:
we saw Heather on the Tub Ring thing and Tub Ring lost and we all cried, like seriously. But we saw her in the front row and we think she threw something at the winning band. Haha I love Heather.

I guess that's all.
-Angie.